16.01.25

✦ A RETURNING ✦ I'm back in town (the internet), babey!!!! So the thing about doing full time studies is that I cannot in fact tend to the fruits of my labour all that often. A shame if only for the fact I leave myself when I leave something on this world, and this website definitely fits into that category of somethings.

There is a great gratitude present though, that I am able to come back at all. This page has sort of become a musing on what work ethic is for me, the debate over work and play, and how that translates into this gratitude. Gratitude over being able to do more work? I have heard some people in order to deal with Capitalism say that, "if you love what you do, you never work a day in your life". Which, sure, the distinction between what is work and what doesn't constitute as such matters in order to sort priorities; this I agree with. Yet what of those who love the labour? Something something, "I believe in love/I'm married to my work". Thanks Voxtrot.

I have become both twice as social and twice as antisocial in the day to day. I believe more of my personal efforts have been delegated to private affairs, and that just means I talk to my friends less, but I talk to strangers more than I ever have. An interesting dichotomy! I've also almost finished Horizon: Zero Dawn at the kindness of my lover. There are many things I could make a post about that are only now coming to mind. Oh God, oh God.

Yours,
— Cutio